Impasse

It made sense to be you today

easier being you than me anyway

stuck in this never ending eerie cave

where nothing is ever heard, none left to save

I did not want to let go

not you, not us, not what we shared

the reason you will never know

not my secret to share, like you gave a damn

those long gone days when you promised me

the bond now broken nothing left to see

those words they haunt my endless days

torment and torture in a million ways

I will always be there right by your side

like the crash and ebb of the unending tide

the ashes blown away by gusts of punishing wind

the ever increasing burden has me eternally pinned

I was presumptuous, conveniently unseeing perhaps

Desperation and loss had me in its wraps

your praise was like water in a scorching desert

Alas, just a mirage! a sea of endless hurt...

Now I see, but wish I was blind

the shadows,the lies...were infinitely more kind

I had reached the point of no return  

I trusted you...only to crash and burn

Writ - 13th Sept 2012

Time- 11:00 a.m.
Liz :)